by Natasha ( bey-el ) Parker
In our spiritual journeys, we often find that the chains holding us back aren’t just forged in this lifetime; they are echoes of ancient rhythms, karmic debts, and soul-contracts signed in the ink of desperation. During a recent QHHT (Past Life Regression) session, we witnessed a profound revelation regarding the spiritual awakening of a soul we will call Amara. Her journey serves as a powerful mirror for any human who has ever felt their sexuality and their survival were inextricably linked.
The Paradox of Beauty: A Tale of Two Lifetimes
The session unveiled a startling correlation between poverty and the “Superpower” of the female vessel. We saw two opposing forces acting upon the feminine spirit:
- In this lifetime: Amara used her sexuality as a tool of escape. Facing the harsh realities of colorism and poverty in her home country, she navigated relationships as a means to cross borders. Her beauty was her visa, her partner was her bridge, and survival was the goal.
- In the past lifetime: We met a woman who, despite being naturally refined, was subjected to the sex industry. Not because she was poor, but because her husband’s creditor recognized that her beauty was a high-yield asset. She was “bounded” to a brothel to pay off a man’s debt, forced to lure others into the same darkness she inhabited.
The Lower Chakras and the Trap of “The Job”
Spiritually, Amara’s awakening is the realization that she has been operating almost exclusively within the Lower Chakras. When we live in survival mode, our energy pools in the Root Chakra (security) and the Sacral Chakra (sexuality). For lifetimes, Amara’s soul only knew sex as a currency.
We must address the “Corporate/Systemic/Job” Paradox. Many of us say, “I am just doing my job,” whether that job is soliciting for a brothel to save your children or working a gig that crushes your spirit. In the 3D world, we justify these actions as necessary for “a piece of bread.” But the soul does not recognize 3D job descriptions.
The Law of Karma is absolute. Even if Amara was luring men to the brothel to save her own children, she was still contributing to the suffering of the others held there. When those souls looked her in the eye and begged for freedom, her ego said, “I can’t, I have my own to save,” but her soul took the wound.
The Soul’s Depression: Why We Are “Sick” at the Office
This is why you feel depressed despite having a roof over your head and food in your stomach. Your soul is sick because it is being “bonded” to a vibration that does not feed it.
We often choose the “safety” of a paycheck over the “sovereignty” of the spirit. We believe the lie that provision only comes through a boss or a system, forgetting that the Divine provides the air, the seed, and the soil. When you harm others—or yourself—for a paycheck, you are self-sabotaging your ascent to higher planes.
The Awakening: Body, Mind, and Spirit
Amara’s session proved that the “Father, Son, and Holy Spirit” is a blueprint for the alignment of Body, Mind, and Spirit:
- The Body (The Mother/Earth) provides the vessel.
- The Mind (The Father/Action) directs the path.
- The Spirit (The Breath) connects us to the All.
Amara is now realizing she is in control. She has moved from a dependent survival state to a state of self-sovereignty. She no longer sees her sexuality as a bargaining chip, but as a sacred energy that belongs to her alone.
Lessons for the Retreat
For the humans joining us at our retreats, let this be your takeaway:- Stop Justifying Harm: “Just doing my job” is not a spiritual get-out-of-jail-free card.
- Break the Survival Bond: You don’t have to use the lower chakras to manifest a 5D life.
- Heal the Bleed-Over: Sexual trauma often carries the weight of past-life survival. Once you recognize it was just a “tool” you once used, you can lay it down.
You leave this world alone. You will be judged not by your bank account, but by the light—or the shadow—you left in the hearts of others.
Maximized Perspectives 